I will remeber

[Golden]

sry about the english!!!

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER


i dont care anymore, i guess im just a commend whore, but i couldnt care les, this is the best way for us both, you didnt now me anyway and i guess i didnt know u either, you were just a sheither, fucking with sluts, youre a mutt. i couldnt care less u hear if icould have u back i wouldnt, cuz i know now that youre just a big big baby, i listen to shady telling about his pain and i think about my own pain, i really hope you feel shame,or the same, or atleast think off me and regrett, remember the first time we met? i dont, i thought u were silly, remember? i will miss having u as a friend off course, bet lets go to the sourse off this shit, you really struggeld an fought for me,i didnt like you, you liked me, i guess youve felt pain aswell, but shit the same, this all is just a game, when we first started messing around i were in love with another boy,does it come to youre mind? lets take a good time looking over this, u remember david? save it, i know u do.
you were deadly in love with me, i can see youre face in front off my face, i can feel the feelings i feelt, fuck, i get angry when i think off how mutch i didnt like you, but u didnt get the clue did you?
you were getting on my nerves, i remember u were always there. and i didnt want u, at school, at home, with friends and i guess its good with a change, the first time we brook up i didnt like u, it was really sick.
You dont know this do you? well thats maybe for the best, cuz i werent in love, i never were,sure i liked u but thats was it, iller is it that i just wanted u back cus i feelt lonly and thats i mist having u around.
yeah my feelings got upgrated,uptaded, untaliated, but it didnt go a long time before i felt the sime, same, i now that so well, you said you were afraid off loosing me, i guess that were just bullshit, but i got you back easely,like pis off cake, when i think of it now it makes me shake off anger, i just gave fuck, maybe i desurve this? no fuck it, i dont desurve shit, i never treated you like this, bitch.
the second time in december, do u remember? i bett u do, you turned crazy, i got just pist off, and gave fuck,
you came crowling back at me and told you had a horribul time without me, i wisch u never came back u see.cu from december my feelings turned into love, i really loved you i feelt like it could last, but it went fast i know that now, i just cant understand how, you said youre were moving but didnt wanne loose me, what was all that shit about?? you god damndet kiss me on the mouth telling me it was going good, god, gi you wouldnt, i feelt the tears rolling down my skin, feeling gray inside, i guess deep inside i knew i had lost you fore good, i know that i shouldnt, but i did cut my self up, cuz it felt like were loosing a part off my self, i picked out some pictures and put on my shelf, i still looking at it, feeling like shit, im bitter, i know u got a girl, im not ready for falling in love again, its a shame.
I picture you and youre girl in front off me, i wich u just could see you really hurt me.

everytime i loose you i feels like im going to die, 10 months off pain its still the same, i feel love for the very first time. i gotta pull my self together, stop with this wine, i dont wanne cry for you anymore. i guess im just a commend whore, ow my ow my...I feel love for the very first time...my ow my


youre just blind they say, for not wanting me, i cant see how a bitch u are they say. they say youre just imature, and i guess you are, but all i can see a front off me, is youre beautiful smile and eyes i guess i halfto rise myself from this on my own. i half to remember all the bad times, im on my own now, i halfto be angry, all alone now, i hope u will regrett what you have done, and i hope you see whos really won,
and let me give u a clue, its not you!
I know youre happy aight? but what do u now? i might be happy, for all you now.
But im not, but you will never see that.butt i guess i will come over this one day, i can make it on my own, it may seem dark and sad, feel num, when im 25 if im still alive i will be able to look back at this with a smile, wile you wont. cus youre the one whos beeing really stupid.
i half to admit its getting better all the time, i can think off u now without a tear in my eye.
shit i never thought i had to go true this, but i guess everybody do, and im not diffrent, all do it feels like im never gonne feel love again it just remain to see,how im going to feel, atlest ivee learned from this, ivee had a leason, all do it hurts everything happens for a reason.
all i wanne remeber is the good times but that hurts to, when we had sex for the first time in my bed 13 january, gi, i never had sex like that before, it was the best ever, you made my first orgasme that was clever. i wich i could have you back, holding around me, telling me that you love me, that youre sory, i never ment it, but shit... i know it would never worked out anyway.
But baby, i will always remember you, you know that dont you? cus what we had was spescial, im not beeing unrassial, i know you feel like that to,i know you always will remember me....and that makes this mutch easier for me to coop with.

everytime i loose you i feels like im going to die, 10 months off pain its still the same, i feel love for the very first time. i gotta pull my self together, stop with this wine, i dont wanne cry for you anymore. i guess im just a commend whore, ow my ow my...I feel love for the very first time...my ow my

I remember the first time we kissed,im pissed, why is it me who cryes at night, i might be the winner, but it doesnt feel like that, im a sinner. My tears tastes bitter, youre a god damnit shitter. i hope you get dumped by youre girl, and make you feel like me, loosing youre whole world. I hope you cry at night, and maybe then, you might se how mutch you hurt me and made me cry,and i hope it makes you wanne die.

[Rae]

i think the only reason you have no comments on this one is b/c it is to fuckin long! lol ... well it was nice! THE LONGER THE MORE MEANING!!! (thats what i think)

[Mc Cubz]

yeye it tuk a while 2 read but its gud bro

[Golden]

I know its very looooong...lol...but thanx!