gay poem not literally

[Miss Dre]

let me say something to you if i might
just because i'm suicidal doesn't mean and love him doesn't mean im a follower alright.
i've been through beatings, bleedings and even rape,
sometime's i get lucky but sometime's i can't escape.
ij'm sorry but i dunno what you're talking about
i feel hated because evrything i've been thoughout,
my life
sometimes i wish i could just die.
see people walking down the street,
holding hands makes me feel so deep,
in suicidal thoughts,
what's wrong with me,
ai'nt i enough 2 be ur girl ain't i pretty?
sometimes i've gotten 2 far with these emotions of mine,
jsut because i want a guy to be mine...