A LETTER TO MY MIND

[link shady]

im tired of talking to you/
you dont even lisent do you?/
i often tell you how i fell about you,what im loving you for/
and you walk around kicking the same old bullshit/
i didn't think you could do that to my heart but you crush it/
im begining to think my love and friendshit to you wasn't worth it/
the way you don't talk only frown your face when i walk/
around that place you in goddamn how the fuck you can be so mean?/
but then i again i ask myself how can i could end up in the rock bottom?/
i gotta get up that's at least the one thing i got to/
do but shit i fell so bad it hurts to know but its true/
i have lost everithing i once feelt for you/
shit i don't know what to do if i could only make this reach to you/
they way i play with words when i rhyme when i write about my life/
each and each line has reasong for being his ways of meaning/
like the fly of a bird has his reason to be/



[verse 2]
lets talk about friends/
like somone has said they are really your enemies with secret identities/
but then other one tells love your enemies and hate your friends/
your friends always change your enemies stay's the same/
things aint how teire use to be my friends have turned their back to me/
so should i love them ? or retaliete at them and watch them suffer?/
thats what i want to do but that would only make things toufer/
like trying to forgive things done in the past and bring them back alive/
so damn i don't knwo what to say /
to the way i fell to the whay i write is just a way to say to my brain/
that i only need a chance to say /
that everithing has there reason how come i didn't notice it till now/
i migth not always be the best but until now /
theres no comparation yet/
you can ask my real friends they are really only a few/
but they know they can count on me when things go down/
i'l be a stairway or only a step to bring them up/
how come i couldn't belive this shit i was on/
i was all by miself walking alone in the dark just walking on and on/
but thinking i had some cats to watch my back but god i was so wrong/

done this is my litle freestyle

[B.A.D.]

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