True Story [NEW SONG!]

[TripleNineThree]

So.... it's been a long time since I have come out with something new. Eedee sent me this beat and pulled me out of my writer's block.

LoF - viewtopic.php?f=38&t=165064

Song - https://soundcloud.com/tripleninethree/true-story


Lyrics -
Chorus
I had it all...
Then I look in your eyes and I watch it all crash over again
And oh... take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again

Verse 1
Yeah, I was dead but I didn't know
-I tried to get ahead I was really low

-Depressed in my mind so I lit the dro
Thinkin it was best to be high wouldn't let it go

I covered up the stress with the lie I was living fo
-Not impressed I'm a mess so cynical

Looking at my life and it's like it's not livable
I'm trapped in the night with no light as I kill my soul

I grab for the knife and slice to watch my wrist bleed
-Beginning to think it's all a big scheme

-That God laughs when I lack and I'm empty
No more looking back as I grab for the twenty

Gage, I put the barrel in my mouth
It's the only way out as I'm staring at the ground

-Mind full of doubt no one cares about me now
Let the hammer pound and then no more sound...

Chorus
I had it all...
Then I look in your eyes and I watch it all crash over again
And oh... take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again

Verse 2
The first verse is the hearse that I should've had
-Fully immersed in the curse I deserve wrath

But it was turned back my sins are what I lack
And I didn't earn that my goodness is dirt rags

-Yeah, that's the reason I serve Dad
I'm seeing the Word said believing I'm purchased

I preach and I worship for He who deserves it
-Uh, the Creator of Earth is

-Elohim you can call Him the Wordsmith
Just look at Genesis and you'll see that our purpose

-Is, to be satisfied
But we were all decieved by Adam's lie

-So we try to be like Adonai
-And follow the lead of and gratify

The pride, that lives inside
What will you do with life I'll let you decide

Chorus
I had it all...
Then I look in your eyes and I watch it all crash over again
And oh... take a look at the tears that I shed and now I know
I'll never change again

[Eedee]

Link doesn't work!

[TripleNineThree]

Liar.

[Eedee]

Nevermind it works.

So does the song.

Best song of yours. Way better than Broken Dreams.

10/10 would take track to dinner

[Trey]

Very good. I love it.

[TripleNineThree]

Thanks guys!

[TripleNineThree]

Bump....

[Eedee]

Slept on.

[Mr.DGAF]

Well this is dope breh. Like your flow on this, some nice switch ups and all. Your delivery is on point like a decimal nahimean. Good shit.

[Eedee]

Well this is dope breh. Like your flow on this, some nice switch ups and all. Your delivery is on point like a decimal nahimean. Good shit.

*wipes sweat from brow*

[TripleNineThree]

Thanks DGAF!

Slept on.

Happens every time....

[Eedee]

No1curr about Triple

[MistaVijilantee]

I thought this was going to be corny, but I was pleasently suprised.
Your delivery was exceptional on this, bruh.
Is that about you?

[TripleNineThree]

Yessir. I wasn't raise in a Christian household or anything like that. I became a Christian when I was 16 after I got arrested for marijuana and drug paraphanelia. Before I became a Christian, I was struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts - I also use to cut myself and was angry at God (I didn't really believe God existed, I just wanted a scapegoat for my problems). But, once I became a Christian, everything changed.

So yup, it's about me! haha

[Eedee]

Why would you think this was going to be corny...?